I am the Fly up on the Wall

My prying voice is sifting through your bottom drawer. Last night’s show was a bit different. Tried to do most of it fairly impromptu with almost no outline. Wanted to let the mood dictate the pace. You didn’t notice that your number had been called?

A few of the words embedded in there hail from a different partridge, but if you listened you know it comes from the heart. Perhaps it was a good time for healing instead of my trademark[able] brand of fire and ire? The result:


I think the one thing I neglected to mention in relation to the opening and the first image, is what amazing recuperative effects even the smallest acts of compassion can have upon the mind/body. Love, much less ascension, is impossible without it.

mommydelivery horrormidwife

One of the topics was a bit more on the esoteric side than usual, the seriously [dis]function-all [re]learned processes/rituals dealing with our circular beginnings and ends. Esoteric? Perhaps. Practical? Far more so than digging in rabbit holes.

For those further interested in additional thoughts on birthing and transdimensional pathways in this perpetual wash/rinse/repeat cycle: A New Dawn Fades [Exactly].

For those who appreciate my inflammatory barrages and unconventional weavings, I point you to the button on the right [a bit higher]. I shall have more to say on this and many other topics, assuming the brown dwarf doesn’t come back to kill us all yet again first.

Note: If you missed the recent update to the last post (as of a couple days ago), be sure to check it out. Also, contains link to a guest appearance from Friday.

~ by celticrebel on December 5, 2011.

23 Responses to “I am the Fly up on the Wall”

  1. Huge points on last rebel-cast. Birth trauma is so far biger problem then shapeshiftig nazi moon base reptaliansโ€ฆโ€ฆ

  2. I thought brown dwarf meant turd

  3. Alex, Don’t measure yourself by saving a fly. You are a wonderful person who truly cares about mankind. The fly serves his lord. He eats shite & dies. Don’t let them convince you otherwise.

  4. Hi Alex,

    I really loved your show this week and wanted to share a short clip with you and your readers. It features Richard Bandler, co-founder of NLP, and he’s talking about a few interesting things including his opinion on Sickman Fraud as he calls him. Only 4 mins and it also gives a few tips about calibration (eye accessing codes, representational predicates, etc). Thanks again, really love what you do! ๐Ÿ™‚

  5. Alex, itโ€™s really about time that you raise money for your content.

  6. Puresoul, thank you, but you gotta admit, shows about pirate nazi moonbase shapeshifters is a bigger draw. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

    thegoldenphone, in some circles, especially constipated ones (hm, conspiracitated?) … it might.

    Rocky, no? Am I to condemn the insignificant, be it through action or inaction, to spend half their lives stuck to a porcelain wall? Compassion.

    Wes Tilson, not a bad vid, just wish uploader would have boosted the volume before pushing up, er … sending in.

    Max, thank you, I concur. I’d also like to thank you again for your regular contributions.

  7. I saw Just-in Bieber on the zion box touting some poisonous fragrance, he has branched out, as it were, into the Perfumery business. So, i thought you may appreciate this [WARNING: EXTREMELY GRAPHIC]

    Im glad you saved the Fly, i never kill any creature if i can help it, ie knowingly, and have been known to stage some daring rescues myself! But then you get into the whole debate about interfering with natures “natural selection/order”.

    Cheers, to you, for doing what you do.

  8. HoLY GAyLOrDS!!

  9. On your monologue of the soul and reincarnation Dan Winter “waves which do not become distributable by phase ordering/union/implosion, are self canceling”. Everything is a wave of charge plasma expanding and contracting even the soul, the religious belief that these things aren’t scientifically identifiable are false.

    “The same happens to bio-magnetics as memories in DNA at the moment of COMPRESSION called DYING. IF enough shareable memories are stored – then enough coherence exists in DNA as field effect (soul / dreamspell) to carry memory into the next life. Practice for death is bliss / tantra / and the lucid dream. The cocoon of charge around your DNA and glands is navigable (soul) if your emotion / heart is coherent. Because FIRE steers.”

    This is an explanation of the physics of the soul being cancelled out through misery and lack of fire of principle, shareable does not mean collectivist in the quote above as in mainstream, in this instance it means the memory being powerfully harmonizing within the totality of your being, being magnetic.

    Bottom line if your in such a poor way and you do not work on gaining a soul, as you don’t actually have one in the first place. The idea that people have one is a con in itself, it doesn’t just happen, your just a vessel that never matured into ensoulment if you just go about being a force of entropy you are not shareable, you are not harmonious to your cells and spirit as the waves of ones being are not unintelligent they are all attempting to come to a point, make themself an attracter and become a star continually evolving and what you get when you conflict and do no work are drones and animalistic fiends.

  10. For a show with a soft outline, you turned out an Magnum Opus.

    I have memories I shouldn’t have about things that I can’t know about, and I agree whole heartedly, we’re on the merry-go-round of rinse/repeat history. And some of us remember bits of the last ‘rinse’, now, to get the hell out of the ‘repeat.’

    You still managed to kick me in the balls, good kick, high C.

    But hell, what a show, seriously, not a rock left unturned. You are setting so many themes, clarifying so many issues, its getting very hard not to credit you for just about every ‘alternative to the alternative’ meme i’m mulling over now days. Humbling!

    Now go shag Lucy, but remember, Alex Robinson has stated, a Woman must willingly open her heart (the genuine essential core of her being) to her Man, for there to be a legitimate exchange of energies. (Lesbians need not apply.)

    How does one encourage that? What is it even like, to be entwined within that union?

    Cheers, and numerous financial rewards be yours Rebel!

  11. stephen digital sickness egads mate! Am not sure if adding the “warning” adequately covers it enough to stop those who may now long to unsee that. Yet, it is spot on about their likely reason for the selection of the name for the Parfum de Toilette de Bieber??? ๐Ÿ˜ฏ

    MONZA, yes Robin? ๐Ÿ‘ฟ

    josh, I should probably try to get Dan Winter on one of these days. He’s on the mark there, and apparently is aware of the physics that might explain the pederasts fascination with some of my areas of research. Plus, the Jews have been after him, which would suggest he’s on to something.

    Fitzy, beautiful comment and it seems to have resonated with many. And thank you, I am humbled to read it.

  12. Hey Alex,

    Fitzy is correct in saying how humbling it is. I just wanted to say thank you for all of your work, it is helping more than you know.

  13. I don’t know what you’re making such a fuss about. Psychiatrists say it’s all perfectly normal.

  14. Frankly, given the choice between non-existence and another ride on this awful merry-go-round, I’ll take non-existence every time.

  15. Put it up to a show of hands:
    PayPal has micropayment options now. I think 15% in fees goes to paypal.
    1USD for every download.
    More than 10% are going to afford that.
    Take the archives off of oracle,
    and have the download link go through a paypal ‘mandatory donation’ of 1USD.

    Let’s see who else likes this. Who can’t afford 1USD?

  16. Finally got to hear rest of show – great stuff.

    Great thoughts on women as healers, I think women know that but have been so shunted out into the peripheries that they’ve lost a lot of their abilities – they have to be grounded, pulling in the earth energies & then redistributing it – it’s a meeting of two energies, very much alive – does not come just because you have female anatomy.

    I was born at home. My first child died just before birth because of hospital failings. When I went to see his body a week later, they would not leave me alone with him – what did they think I would do? His funeral was the epitome of Western traumatising – a tiny coffin set up at the front of the chapel, when it should have been on my knee.

    The West is based on trauma – it simply cannot exist without it.

  17. Even NASA picks on the subject [IMAGE]

    Now I’ve had this song in head the past week ๐Ÿ˜›

  18. IAmLonefrog, thank you so much also. And, I also appreciate you promoting this site/show on the intrawebs, to those hopelessly mired in the satanic conspirachirst mindset…..

    Ross, I guess just as much as I do what I feel I have to do, we can expect them to do what they have to do ๐Ÿ˜ฅ

    mat, be ye not so quick to consider that an option, long ago while stuck in Eastern thought, I looked into the abyss of nothingness, and it is a frightening contemplation. However, and sadly, most of those being born into the system now will be so unoriginal, it is a safe bet they will leave nothing of themselves behind and become oblivion.

    alex robinson, thank you and thank you for sharing the personal observations. You are a brave one, and perhaps, more adept at healing a world in need than we might guess.

    effel, wow! ๐Ÿ˜ฏ I am forced to wonder how much the microcosm (our world), is affecting the macrocosm (the cosmos). As far as songs stuck in the head go, at least that’s a good one.

  19. Too Long In This Place Alex – I’m truly sorry for your loss, even though it was so long ago. As a queer man (not ‘gay’, but non-heteronormist) I don’t think I’m immune to the suffering of someone losing a child, esp. as it was due to hospital ineptness. Vegan activist & home-birther couple, Matt Monarch & Angela Stokes, recall their firstborn’s unassisted birth here.

    Celtic Rebel Alex – Where’s your street cred, lad? Why, even Urban Dictionary has the definition for the urbanese argot, Holla’ fo’ a dolla’ โ€ฆ Where’ve ya been holed up lately? Sounds like you did miss your chance for a meaningless shag. Next time? Peace โ€ฆ

  20. Alex R – what about male gynaecologists? Now that’s a fucking weird concept…

  21. If you read the article (Puppis constellation ๐Ÿ˜ฏ ), I’d say they are using microcosm (our mind) to craft imaginary macrocosm whenever they can.

  22. Humble pie indeed ๐Ÿ˜‰ Lots of good comments this week I must say. (said in my best Ed Grimley voice, haha. Gotta love SCTV eh? ๐Ÿ™‚ ) Anyway, I thought I’d just add something to the mix, just a few ideas I’d like to share. Let’s look at the English words for a grown female or a group of females – Woman / Women. Now, what other words do you find embedded into those two particular examples? Man and Men. WOW! Seriously though, if you look at these words linguistically and notice the ambiguity contained inside them, well then it’s bloody obvious as to why these words were chosen. It’s a way of slowly conditioning the subconscious minds of generations of humans to gradually eliminate the female species altogether! When you look at the word girl or lady, it gives you quite a different feeling or sensation when you hear these words spoken or if you say them to yourself, as opposed to women or woman, very different indeed. See where I’m going with this? To me it seems like they’re hitting us from every single angle imaginable, which in turn makes it quite the challenge, does it not? I could be off on this one, but I think there may be something to this. There’s another trend that I’ve noticed over the last 15 years or so and that’s where a group of people (males and females) will be referred to as “guys” collectively. Eg: “Hey guys, what’s up?” – even though there could be like 7 girls and 3 guys, they’re still referred to as “guys”. Must be a coincidence eh? ๐Ÿ˜‰

    oh yea, and FREEMASONRY RUNS THE WORLD!!!! LOL! Just kidding, just had to throw that in there.. ๐Ÿ˜‰ No wait, it’s the Illuminati reptilian-shape shifting frog people, isn’t it?!?! ๐Ÿ™‚

  23. David Suzuki compares man to maggots..

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